It's been 10 years since highschool.
It’s been 10 years since highschool. Here are 5 short thoughts I’ve been having about my early adult years.
1) I mastered the art of choosing friends as a teenager. The relationships I developed during this time have only grown stronger with age, and whilst we may not catch up as often as we’d like, I consider these humans my family.
This chosen family has also grown - as these friends spread their wings, they brought more humans into our circle whom I love dearly.
2) The path to career success is cloudier than it’s ever been. All of my professional skills are stronger, but the paths that I thought would lead me to success remain invisible.
The stagnation of career progression makes me cry once a week.
3) I follow a small number of humans from this time that I did not get along with. Originally I maintained this parasocial connection out of morbid curiosity, but 10 years later I enjoy a glimpse into the success and joy’s they’ve found outside of the school system.
4) I’m still not over the trauma caused by the HSC. The panic attacks I have any time I have to write formally are getting worse as I’m getting older. This makes me so angry. I have nowhere to put this anger.
5) Did you know everything costs money? Because everything costs money. I have a lot of health and career needs that can’t be met because everything costs money. I hate money.
About the look: I made these pants earlier in the year, and have slowly been accumulating a rainbow wardrobe to match it. This is an outfit I wear frequently, and makes my dark days a little brighter.
IN OTHER NEWS I HAVE TWO GIGS COMING UP PLEASE COME :)
NEWCASTLE: JULY 30TH with Photo of the Moon at the Royal Exchange Saloon Theatre.
Tickets available here: https://www.eventbrite.com.au/e/the-emerald-ruby-the-royal-exchange-theatre-with-photo-of-the-moon-tickets-153422947165?fbclid=IwAR0184lWyazr-f2-kfZreL-I-D0CLNfzeOPCVrhwKyrA-QnsOwpWBqJ6w4o
SYDNEY: AUGUST 22nd with Cameron Jones and his Trio at Lazybones Lounge.
Tickets here: https://moshtix.com.au/v2/event/lvl-1-the-emerald-ruby-in-my-thoughts-with-cameron-jones-trio/127933?fbclid=IwAR3CQQOnAeANLCwi4Hr-S5RH1UeXque5EGx1wJjy9KP0yZPXy5zkFfqpO2c